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Hi all wuz up n/m here just chillin just  got back from seeing my cuz place. remember i didn't see her in over 2 years. I thought i would be nervous when i got there i wasn't but she was a little nervous when i got there. her daughter gave me a hug when i 1st got there her kid is so cute i love them both very much! all n all i had a blast. I give my cuz a hug when i 1st got there. we both had fun. i went to the docs. today. will i have to go get my eyes check, cuz when they give me the vison check my eyes was not good. i have to go back there in three weeks. the next time i go in there i'm going to get my hearing check, talk about getting the birth controll shot, talk to him about my heart burn n acdi so he put me on Protonix for my those. i'm going 2/4/08 i will keep u's up to date about this. I was thinking about the crush thing n maybe that i had a bigger crush on man(a) then i thought maybe it's not love. i don't know, but what i do know i'm falling for him(a) to fast. i will keep u's up to date on these things. have a great night all. take care ttul. bye

Hi all. wuz up? n/m here just chillin updating my blogs. how r u's doing? a lot has been happening i had a rough weekend. i have two crushes on two diffnets men n the man(a) i just wanted to say i love him(a) tonight when i was talking to him(a) on the phone. i don't know if i love him(a) more then a crush, but I'm falling fast for him(a). i do know that i love him(a) as a friend. i wish i was there with him(a). when he(a) was sick, i just wanted to be there with him(a) that's when i realized that i had a little crush on him(a). i just feel confusable when i am with him(a) and it feels so right when i am with him(a). they both know i have a crush on them. I'm completely over my ex! today I'm going to c my cuz i can't wait n I'm looking forward to it. I haven't seen her in over 2 years! I'm nervous! i don't know. i hope everything goes well tomorrow n i got a docs. app. tomorrow. weds. i go see my counselor and Thur. i go c a other doc. n this weekend I'm surpost to go over to one of my crushes (man(a)) house. i will keep u's up to date. ttul have a great night all good night take care bye

Hi all. wuz up? n/m here just chillin updating my blogs. how r u's doing? a lot has been happening i had a rough weekend. i have two crushes on two diffnets men n the man(a) i just wanted to say i love him(a) tonight when i was talking to him(a) on the phone. i don't know if i love him(a) more then a crush, but I'm falling fast for him(a). i do know that i love him(a) as a friend. i wish i was there with him(a). when he(a) was sick, i just wanted to be there with him(a) that's when i realized that i had a little crush on him(a). i just feel confusable when i am with him(a) and it feels so right when i am with him(a). they both know i have a crush on them. I'm completely over my ex! today I'm going to c my cuz i can't wait n I'm looking forward to it. I haven't seen her in over 2 years! I'm nervous! i don't know. i hope everything goes well tomorrow n i got a docs. app. tomorrow. weds. i go see my counselor and Thur. i go c a other doc. n this weekend I'm surpost to go over to one of my crushes (man(a)) house. i will keep u's up to date. ttul have a great night all good night take care bye

Hi all. wuz up? n/m here just chillin updating my blogs. how r u's doing? a lot has been happening i had a rough weekend. i have two crushes on two diffnets men n the man(a) i just wanted to say i love him(a) tonight when i was talking to him(a) on the phone. i don't know if i love him(a) more then a crush, but I'm falling fast for him(a). i do know that i love him(a) as a friend. i wish i was there with him(a). when he(a) was sick, i just wanted to be there with him(a) that's when i realized that i had a little crush on him(a). i just feel confusable when i am with him(a) and it feels so right when i am with him(a). they both know i have a crush on them. I'm completely over my ex! today I'm going to c my cuz i can't wait n I'm looking forward to it. I haven't seen her in over 2 years! I'm nervous! i don't know. i hope everything goes well tomorrow n i got a docs. app. tomorrow. weds. i go see my counselor and Thur. i go c a other doc. n this weekend I'm surpost to go over to one of my crushes (man(a)) house. i will keep u's up to date. ttul have a great night all good night take care bye

Hi all just wanted to say happy new year and have a safe one too!

Hi all I hope everyone is doing great I've been so-so a lot has been going on and stuff so that's y i haven't been on in a while and i want to say thanks to everyone that help me with me and my ex i appreciate it! love and miss u's happy holidays take care have a great night bye

This is what i left on his voice message and im

hi this is me i've been thinking about a lot of stuff i don't know what the is going on with us but i'm breaking up with u and here is why your treating me like crap! I can't keep putting myself through that! so time is up cause i had enough! now that i look back at our realstionshipe it was just based on sex we didn't go anywhere do anything thats not a true realstionship it was more friends with benfits and a fake realstionship. u lost someone very good! i want to say thinks you for helping me and my dad for getting closer helping me whit my depression but u were still treating me like crap in the end but i was to say thank u for that I don't hold resentment for u belive it or not i wouldn't know how to be this way and ever go back i want this is making me that much stronger making me work a little bit harder making me that much wiser made me learn a little bit faster mad my skin a little bit thicker made me that much smarter but in the end u wont stop me so thanks once again for making me a fighter we still can be friends but that's up to u i wish u the best of luck with ur next girlfriend and i hope u learned something from this like i did it was fun while it lasted thanks again hopefully we still can be friends! if not then good luck with everything u do! bye

Thanks to everyone who has helped me through this i luv u's! have a great day take care bye

Hi all just saying happy t-day to everyone!

Hi all wuz up n/m here just chillin how r u's doing I'm doing pretty good. There has a lot has been happening in my life thats y i haven't been updating my blogs. I've been down depressed lately thats also y i haven't been writing sorry all. 1st of all i talked to my man on Thursday and he is willing to re sure me that he is not cheating on me. I'm very happy n grateful for that! I got to see him on Friday n i spent the night. Friday was 8 weeks since we have been dating n 4 weeks that we have been bf n gf. yes i missed him and i still do. I want to thank everyone who has helped me through this! 2nd thing is at one point in time me n my cuz was best friends and about 2 years ago we had a fall out so i deiced to write her to get some closer on what happened between us. We are doing fine. We are trying to get our relationship back. It's going to take time but i hope it turns out! During those 2 years i missed her like crazy! i still love her and care about her she is family and like she said "family needs to stink together" and i agree with that. 3rd of all I've been talking to my ex's(1st love) gf for sometime now. I like her she is nice and kool we both wanted to meet each other but there is somethings that we all 3(her my ex n me) we have to think about. one thing is this she is afraid that we are going to get our feelings(me n my ex) back for each other and i don't blame her for that i understand where she is coming from but i told her that i will be straight up with her and if anything happens then I'm not going to let it cuz i like n care about her as a friend and my ex n i care n like my man too much to do that to any of them! If we are suppose to meet then we will. I told her that I'm going to leave that up to her n my ex. 4th of all i babysat my nephew today i missed him soooooo mmmmmuuuuucccccccchhhhhhh! he has a cold n on Thursday he turned 2. Happy b-day to him! i love him so much! Thanks for reading this n have a great night take care bye

P.S. I will keep u's up to date about all of these things! Thanks to everyone who has helped me through those tough times u r all true friends! Keep up the great work!

Hi all wuz up how r u's doin I'm busy right now but i find some time to up date my blogs so i just wanted to let yous know that it's 3 weeks today that me n my man been together. I have great day. take care bye all  

P.S. I will keep u's up to date about me n my man!